There is a reason to steward the gift and the burden to pray, to cry out for others, to raise the standard to raise the flag.

I can not explain it

This may not make sense

I know what it looks like

But I choose to go against that

And I’m speaking something different

I’m speaking something different

Claiming something different

Expecting something different

Milestones and markers anniversaries and remembrances some good

some bad

some great

some painful

but….never without hope never without promise.

Be thankful for the memories; to weave together to the possible. Waiting and listening, ear to the ground connecting the former and the images

Why is it so twisted?

Romans 7:

21 I find then a law, that evil is present with me, the one who wills to do good. 22 For I delight in the law of God according to the inward man. 23 But I see another law in my members, warring against the law of my mind, and bringing me into captivity to the law of sin which is in my members. 24 O wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from this body of death? 25 I thank God—through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, with the mind I myself serve the law of God, but with the flesh the law of sin.

You look back and find memories and say “i want that”. But that wasn’t even good, that wasn’t even My best. The latter will exceed the former but getting there, making it there is the journey, the test. But when you arrive you will bring others along. Make a way, way maker, literal life saver.

Immediate surrender

Immediate cascade

Immediately the enemy speaks to your fear because he’s listening

But greater Leah, greater Leah greater Leah

Oh it doesn’t feel great, it doesn’t feel great

But greater!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Right now you need a water walking Jesus that’s what you need and that’s who I am

Call on me!

Paralyzing/technicolor/dreams

Dreams that morph into reality

Ridiculous spectacular and splendid colors and dreams

Paralyzing technicolor dreams

Dreams that show a future

I’ll give dreams that paint a picture, clearly ridiculously, clear and it won’t make any sense but it doesn’t have to

Because you have nothing to prove – this is between you and me

You have nothing to hide, nothing to escape from

Run to it/it’s ugly and stinks/ but run to it and rip off the scabs, the scaly patches and beneath it new growth, new pastures, new visions but wading through the muck the mire the filth is yucky, just yuck

But………………………

You have nothing to prove and you might just have to stand there alone but it’s ok cause you are never alone; never without breath or joy

Cause I’m always BEFORE not after, that’s my promise to you; you asked and that’s my promise to you

How did you think regeneration would happen?

Death/birth

It’s not normal

There’s nothing normal about regeneration. There’s nothing normal about a sound. Nothing normal about Jericho. Nothing is normal.

Waymaker

Miracle worker

Promise keeper

Light in the darkness

That is who you are

Insignificance that’s what this is

that’s what you are. Insignificant to the call on his life, insignificant to the destructive path laid for him. Insignificant is the pronouncement over his life. Insignificant is the stature proclaimed over his life. Repaired restored, rebirth. Insignificant, the past the present, the now. For a war is raging and remember those keys? Remember the golden ticket? You have it. And the enemy is mad. He says “go away what else do I have to do to get you to go away?” Run dam you, run. But you run to me; you run but not away. You wilt, you fade and you find it again. Your melting away is just removing yourself from the situation but you never truly leave and you certainly don’t run.

Blow this up! A generation awaits. Blow this up! It’s not enough.

In the most unlikely places, at the most unlikely times I will show up.

In the most pressing seasons

in the most trying times I will show up.

Is it an accident?

is it a coincidence?

is it happenstance?

i will i will

i shall not be moved. Like a tree planted by waters

It’s no different — for others to enjoy, you will pray for others to enjoy, you will labor.

I will fortify

I will mystify

It is ridiculous isn’t it

1Blessed is the man

Who walks not in the counsel of the [a]ungodly,

Nor stands in the path of sinners,

Nor sits in the seat of the scornful;

2But his delight is in the law of the Lord,

And in His law he [b]meditates day and night.

3He shall be like a tree

Planted by the [c]rivers of water,

That brings forth its fruit in its season,

Whose leaf also shall not wither;

And whatever he does shall prosper.

4The ungodly are not so,

But are like the chaff which the wind drives away.

5Therefore the ungodly shall not stand in the judgment,

Nor sinners in the congregation of the righteous.

6For the Lord knows the way of the righteous,

But the way of the ungodly shall perish.

Change it Lord

Even now, even now change it Lord

Call it what it is, call it what it is and what it is not

A calm

A breeze

A settling

Take courage, it is I . Doing not be afraid.

What made you drive THAT car today?

What made you pay attention, stay alert?

The throws, the depths of hell are calling

The depths and clutches

Grasping, reaching, grabbing ankles, grabbing desperate…

This is the craziest that it will get

Just one pop, just one pebble, just one stone, even to take you out.

Nobody is going nowhere!

This time it won’t be long

It won’t be forever

it feels like forever but it’s just a glimpse

It’s not for naught

Williowing

Shadowing

Blustery

Eclipsing destruction

Destruction on every side, it’s the same

It’s the same song and dance

See the future

See the wife, see the children

Remember- in that time you couldn’t see the future either; but now you see it, live it, breathe it, hold it, kiss it, hug it

Once more and again, why would this be different

You changed my sorrow to joy

Beauty for ashes

My heart is desperate for you

You see you don’t have to take it all in

You don’t have to see it

hold it

feel it

Some you pack away for another time, another season, another dispensation of my grace

You take the lead Lord

10/4/20

Who will be the kings

Who will be in charge

You don’t know but Fall in line – formation

Pass the small test

“You are following orders now, instead of asking questions. Your “other self” will be in charge during this trip.

Without fail pray for your family to hear when they are sleeping. Ask the Holy Spirit to speak while sleeping

Pray for dominion and authority over flesh and spirit to reign.